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6/13/2020 - A man (Trying to remember it now I think he kind of looked like my Weight Training coach.) took a friend and I on a shopping spree. While looking around I also saw a golf club and held it like a weapon but this lady gave me a dirty look for doing so. I ended up still paying for the items I was getting but only about a third of what the items cost, The items being 2 pairs of shoes, I think they were Nike. We then left the store and outside a group of people were doing the kazotsky kick and I joined in as one does in team fortress 2 friendly etiquette, in the process I almost fell over on to the street.

6/14/2020 - I am in highschool and the teacher was fuming, trying to get us to sign a reply slip. I think was spouting racist nonsense. I call her out for it and everyone is in hysterics. Class is dismissed. I decide to go home instead of go to the next class and I rudely tell the next teacher that I am not coming to her class. They were carrying a box wrapped with a wire mesh and contained white pigeons.

I was being chased by an anime girl up a scaffolding. the girl had strange superpowers, a green glowing energy of sorts. I manage to get away by jumping off the scaffolding and with the help of someone. Moments later I am leaving a cinema with another person. There are a lot of people in the city. A large monster appears a few blocks down the street and everyone starts panicking. We start running the opposite direction of the monster but another one was just around the corner. We pass it and try to cross a bridge which collapses under the weight of all the people trying to cross. A man grabs on to my leg as he is drowning and I manage to keep my head above water. My sister was also there, I think as well as an older man. Suddenly we are in the back of a white carriage and everyone seems to be rather lethargic. I was about to do something drastic but the older man asks me what the point of what I am going to do is since things are going to reset anyway. I am part of a family.

I am in bed and apparently this is a group of developers whose game was affecting reality. They try to fix it but somehow things die down. This is connected to the girl chasing me earlier. I am part of the developer crew and they seem to be working in a space similar to my room but smaller. Suddenly we are relaxing and a woman is stroking my hair.

An entity is showing this girl his power to manipulate things through a round screen of sorts. He makes an overweight man bump into several women and they get upset and attack him. Another woman appears and helps the man and it is shown that these two are the girls father.

My room is transported to a primitive sort of land and I meet a girl whose base is made of wood scaffolding but somehow in her base there are anime posters everywhere, I remember one specifically being Texnolyze. I accidentally break the ladder entrance but I return later and it's fixed.

6/18/2020 - I was participating in a battle bots tournament but with an rc car, I credit that to the William Osman video I was watching before bed. One of the people at the event gave me a free book which he signed. No idea who the man was and why he signed the book. During the event I sat down at the front row. Jerma sits in the same row, to my shock. "Is that jerma 985?!" I ask the person next to me and then Jerma and i started talking about something, then it was a bit awkward.

I am in elementary but the building is much like my own house. A childhood bully of mine was testing my patience so I snap and beat his head in pretty badly. He runs away.

6/18/2020 - I am in bed. there is a female figure in the bedroom that I can only see through my tablet. I hide under my sheets. I look through my tablet. I see the woman is still there getting closer, her face distorts as she does. My father is there in bed to comfort me, much like he did when i was a child, but also becomes fearful of the woman in the tablet.

6/21/2020 - We are going to a party. I am dressed in red and blue and my father is dressed in black. We enter the venue and it appears to be twice the size inside. My grandmother is there.

We are in the street and my cousin is playing with a scooter.

My father is walking with me in the street and stops when he sees my uncle peeking through the gate. He seems visually upset at seeing him. Then they chat for a little bit.

I work for a company with someone who I think i am related to. I enter the elevator and I meet him at a tech office. I have malicious intent that will destroy the company through their database. I upload something into the computers and the whole building seems to panic. My relative/co-worker is at the ground floor waiting for me. He seems to be in on the plan. He offers to buy me food.

My father and I drive to a back alley and park our motorbikes there. I am barefoot. We walk toward an area that seems to have sewage. I step in some sort of slime. We pass by some running water and I am desperate to wash my feet in it. We are now at the university. I am barefoot. The ground is wet and I am uncomfortable. The students are dressed in formal attire. One recognizes me, she waves at me and I look away. We walk toward an area that sells different kinds of merchandise and see a kiosk selling flip flops. We look through it and the shop owner pressures us into buying a pair. We end up not buying anything due to the price.

we are now on a balcony. There are figures dressed in white jumping from roof to roof. They start jumping on to our balcony. They are carrying firearms. They seem to ignore us and one dressed in black enters our house. The one in black begins rummaging through our belongings and I approach him with a bat and hit him square on the head with it. He is knocked out and transforms into an electric guitar. I pick up the guitar and use it as a weapon. The figures in white begin to enter the house and my father tries to block them from entering. Some get through and I hit them with a guitar. I black out and find the house no longer has any white figures trying to enter. The guitar has also disappeared. My father is still at the balcony and tells me that what happened indeed happened. I peek outside and the white figures are running in the streets with guns.

6/22/2020 - the kid from charlie and the chocolate factory calls me into the factory, where willy wonka tells me he's going to stop making chocolate. and gives me the last 2 bars of chocolate. i reason with him but his descision is final. at some point i attempt to break into a window to steal whatever chocolate is left. this funny, since i am allergic to chocolate. My mother points out that willy wonka is still in there, watching old childrens movies on a projector. i change my mind.

the world is inverted and anime figurines and moe posters are on shelves mounted to the wall every few steps, much like an altar for religious uses. i explore a bit and see there is a road paved with orange bricks that goes on for miles. on the opposite side is a megastructure. the sky is blue and the grass is green. i return inside, passing more of the altars. eventually returning to a hotel room that seems very much like my room. an alternate version of my parents are there, i show my father several magazines i had with me and am told to be careful with them, since books and the like are contraband. i head to the bedroom and attempt to cover my shelves that contain manga with plywood. we leave the room and i am transported elsewhere. i return to the hotel room to see medical students have removed all furniture and belongings as a "prank." i lock myself in the bathroom and at some points leave to lash out at the students who seem to not be taking anything seriously. i am given a feedback booklet which i rip in spite.

I am in my sister's highschool classroom. class is about to start. i am given the results of the evaluation from the "prank" earlier and the evaluator seems to agree with me that the "prank" was distasteful.

6/18/2020 - I am in a megastructure that seems to be haphazardly built with white blocks. i traverse this structure and it changes and moves on its own. i am led to a maze. i go through the maze but i am signaled by blocks that emit light. Unfortunately, these are pointing me in the wrong direction. i eventually escape the maze. there is a large worm like thing that emerges from the ground and a platform glows before me

i am at a grocery and i am shopping with my family. the line is long. my cousins seem to be absentminded and ignore that i am trying to queue up to pay for my groceries. i have a fit.

1/20/2022Spores start filling in mansion

8/29/2023 - I was at church looking for a seat but I realize the place I entered is a prison area and I see some of my highschool classmates in there. So I am a bit uncomfy. I exit the booth and suddenly mass is wrapping up? My uncle gives me communion and then tells me were going on lockdown so everyone has to leave. I then go to the parking lot and it's raining. My dad is there, I have two jackets and I accidentally dropped one. I pick it up and give it to my dad so he can brave the rain. He does and tells us to wait. So I wait around and vape a bit but I want cigarettes. My cousin is also just idle and he's taking to this girl who is asking him about his dab pen I think anyway I borrow it and take a hit. I wait for it to kick in and then the people lounging and sitting on the floor suddenly stand up as if they have to go then I wake up

American psycho 3 and the gay guy dies this time

My dad and I are on a plane and it crashes I am a child again I try to get our bags as it is sinking but I continue to sink. My dad grabs me and I ask him what did I not get from the luggage, we lost a little bit of stuff but it was fine. We are suddenly back on the surface and we enter a cantina, the other passengers are headed there too. We sit down and catch our breath , drying ourselves with a towel. My dad is agitated and it agitates me too to the point I end up throwing my phone at his head. Which really was uncalled for. I apologise to him.

I am at a new school, my friend Cydric is also in the new school. It's more of a private school setup. For some reason, I am going on a tangent and kind of got on a whole soapbox about how stupid some other students are. I am the oldest in this setting and a bunch of the students do agree with me except for the class president at first. We all head out to go home and the president calls me back to the classroom and tells me to look at what he wrote on his shirt "totoo" (true) which is basically him saying he agrees with me.

I go down the stairs, it is reminiscent of my elementary schools staircase. There is a line which I assumed was for the bathroom. I jokingly cut the line while meowing ? I was doing a catgirl bit I guess? Anyway I reach the room but I was wrong, they're going to some kind of assembly in a dark classroom and not lining up for the toilets. I head out.

I am at my parents house. My sister is watching a local television show. The show has a few women confront a trans person for wearing women's underwear. They start asking if her dick even work which she says "nah" and then they show her dick and I start changing the channel .

I get ready to go back to school. My mother asks me what my schedule is but apparently I don't have school and it is an online class instead. But I am confused so I go to campus anyway. I travel on a scooter and I'm going relatively fast . Another guy on a scooter is ahead of me and I dodge traffic. I arrive on campus but at a version of the food kiosk that's made of concrete. Ate ganda asks me what I want to buy and I said I don't really want anything I'm headed to class. I try to go through the window because I thought that was the only passage out. My friend tin is there and looks at me funny saying there's a door right there (it blends with the concrete walls as it's also concrete). We laugh

I suddenly am having a flashback to the plane crash. My dad carries me but noticed a child trapped under ice. He tries to save both of us .

3/10/2024 - I was like in a bland office version of my room but it only had my desk and somehow I was simultaneously in vc with a friend

3/12/2024 - Another school dream but this time I'm in a mix of college highschool elementary again , we got like a pool and I'm also Fred Jones from Scooby Doo somehow anyway I was in class and was late and my professor was asking all sorts of shit but no one was answering eventually the bell rang and she was like ok just leave then I was at the pool and I really wanted to swim but for some reason I was changing just out in the open lol

3/13/2024 - I had a nightmare something went wrong with my jar (moldy edible) because I left it alone for too long and that it was like floppy and withered for some reason and I got so pissed that I threw the rest of it on the ground and I was so upset about it

3/13/2024 - I had a nightmare something went wrong with my jar (moldy edible) because I left it alone for too long and that it was like floppy and withered for some reason and I got so pissed that I threw the rest of it on the ground and I was so upset about it. After that I was at home and I my cousins and I had like superman type powers but one of them took a diamond and started scratching me with it and I got so pissed at them I got a bat and started hitting the shit in their room with it

3/14/2024 - It was really tough to breathe in some places so I walked around near a few plants and could breathe normally again. I put a machine next to it to gather the air. It's implied that there's an apocalyptic scenario regarding atmosphere here

3/15/2024 - So I opened my eyes in a kind of false awake state and saw that creepy face from that one comic everyone was reading before (YouTubers loved that one) but for some reason it was like a Lego version of it ??? Anyway I tried reaching out for my dad ( he is sleeping on the futon across me) but it wasn't my dad and it was some kind of demon lady and she kind of looked like a cartoonish demon she slowly started showing feline features before it attacked me so I started grabbing at the bed which is now for some reason really close to the loft (there's a bunk bed across the room , I'm sleeping on the loft) and I try calling for help from my mom but my mom isn't on that bed it was some kind of deity and as my body was being invaded by the demon lady the deity told me to merge with it so I did and we were one but our body transformed into this object head thing that attached to the torso through wires

The deity I merged with and subsequently transformed with had like a primary colors theme , each one had a meaning apparenly

there was a straight up video game dialogue box that spouted gibberish but It was explaining what those colors meant

at a point my brain is in still kind of a state where images are clear and every time I close my eyes a hall of mannequins appear in different poses

3/17/2024 - Another car crash dream, Basically I got my hands on a car and immediately got in a car crash. I was arrested or something and they told me I shouldn't be driving because I have a mental condition And they sent me to a psychiatrist but apparently I had folders upon folders of doctors notes from my "previous" shrink

3/21/2024 - I lifted my jar (ceramics) with my hands and the clay started collapsing as if the walls were still wet and really thin

3/24/2024 - i was in a room watching 3 different robots communicate via text and i was reading it thru a projector. i think i was in the perspective of one of the robots . i think their names were just A, C, and S? the S stood for simon idk the other two but it was like a sterile "aperture science" like room. and then i think they were brain scans because their "bodies" were in the rooms like as disposal
but then the perspective shifts to like their human counterparts escaping the facility which supposedly w as gonna explode but didnt
and outside the facility is a post apocalyptic city 17 looking ass place
and some combine like force was arriving to "save" the humans in the area
there was a large orb or like half an orb tghat was pure black outside the facility which was like their ship
the human counterparts meet their families and the families are put in a transport
a group of cops were hiding behind the trees as the transport was driving away and they tried to shoot down the transport to free the ppl inside but one of the ppl inside had a bomb implanted in him so the ending was their families died then i woke up to pee

3/24/2024 - Slept again, this time i was in an ancient egypt themed museum and two highschool classmates wanted me to go with them to the seth exhibit so we went in an elevator that went down like 8 floors i think then when we got there there were like medical dummys but egyptian themed and then we left but a security guard was telling us we needed to surrender our ID if we wanted to use the elevator also one of my professors was in the dream critiquing mme when i asked abt something

3/26/2024 - I was at my elementary classroom and class was wrapping up, but a quiz was announced so we had to walk up to the top floor. For some reason the school was really tall now and the top floor was like an observation deck. The room where we were gonna take the quiz was like a broom closet but it changed to become a whole computer room. All the computers were occupied so I couldn't take the test but the fucking test was just. PLAYING SOLITAIRE ON PC. the class ended and I still wasnr able to take the test but I got to fuck around and draw on the Pc once someone left. Everyone started going down again after the teacher was giving a few announcements about when the others could take the test again

3/27/2024 - A friend from years ago whom I cut contact with (and who has vanished off the internet) suddenly messages me, idk what they said.
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Oh I remember now I was in a hospital , I think I was working there
Two of the doctors were arguing on filling up a survey and one was like complaining that they didn't fill it out, but the doctor usually takes night shift so the internet for some reason sucks. So the other guy ended up filling in for him Another one was an optometrist randomly gave my an eye exam.

4/5/2024 - My friend started sending really ugly photos of me in the selfies channel of another server and I got really pissed and accidentally typed with all caps on to PLEASE ASK ME BEFORE SENDING ANY PHOTOS OF ME and then drama ensued

4/8/2024 - I was in a fusion of my college and highschool and I wanted to keep a cigarette butt because I wanted to make another pet mold from it so I kept it in a giant gacha ball the size of a basketball that my friend had for some reason I went home I think and panicked because I forgot it at school I also panicked because I couldn't find my Bluetooth earbuds

4/9/2024 - I'm on another family vacation and we're in this hotel room with 3 bathrooms I went to the third one and there were pillows in the bathtub so I sat in there.
I went to church with family for once and the church operated way differently than the one I knew, there wasn't anything really no sermon people were just sitting around
People suddenly stood up for communion and I had a pair of scissors it was really noisy
I lined up for communion and the priest talked to me for a bit I guess about the type of person I am and stuck a sticker on my chest that was like advice for me
After the mass we left but I looked around and there were food stalls and whatnot . Some guys were singing and I joined in but everyone became quiet and they embarrassed me
I walked around some more and someone was selling mango drinks I think and I had some but there was hair in it so I gave it back and got something that didn't have hair in it
I really had to go but I found myself going around like two other chapels and everyone in there were just sitting like really still. The first chapel was a small room with a kind of jade green floors and everyone was sitting on the right side chairs
The other chapel was huge and I was looking at it from a loft but it was dark. People were sitting in darkness
My mom was looking for me so I had to go but I still kept exploring the place
This one's really long because I had a massive depression sleep

4/26/2024 - dreamt i moved to the US and immediately got stalked by some guys also dreamt i met some awesome nerd queers which were just white versions of people i already knew

5/1/2024 - I had some condition where I was paralyzed so they had to replace my body parts so I got bug like legs and doll like arms and it felt very affirming until I woke up in the dream and just had my regular limbs And then I woke up for real

5/13/2024 - Left my bag on the beach. The high tide came in and ate my bag Giant inflatable wall failsafe suddenly was there on the shore I got my bag and ipad back but it was soaked

??/??/2024 - i just remembered a part of a dream from probably last month i'd settled into a new space in my house but there were tunnels and somehow a violent waterfall in the side of a lage space of the cave there was also a metal hatch that didnt fit really well but was supposed to be to keep the water out i was more concerned about the moisture

*Note: This seems to be recurring as i feel even recent dreams have had this flooded space as well. [07/21/2025]

5/27/2024 - A version of fear and hunger You take this drug on a blood moon and it let's you see other players and then it transports you to funger world and you get to physically play the game like a super VR The drug ritual uses like a scary red cloak too

5/31/2024 - I was in TF2 and then you could kill the administrator and miss Pauling but also the Fortnite storm was there too

6/15/2024 - dream where i got my grades back and they didnt even give me a numerical grade it was just "good effort" and "you did dogshit"

7/6/2024 - - another school dream where i was really sleepy and i was sweating my balls off so the prof got pissed at me and i eventually got into an argument with someone in the class then we got kicked out
and then i was exploring the school grounds which involves a creek and a cliffside
for some reason i keep climbing down the cliffside then struggling to climb back up
then something happens where a creature appears and starts glitching things so i run into a cave and the cave gradually changes into a mansion the further i run inside
other creatures are running away but i manage to lock myself in a circular room where i can choose a mask but instead of play whatever puzzle it is i dismantled the window and waved for help

7/9/2024 - i was in a hospital and i guess i was gritting my teeth in my sleep so two nurses were like "we're gonna have to sever your jaw muscles"
i had another dream i was playing minecraft and then my old friends joined the world somehow and were looking at the changes i made to the world without them

11/9/2024 - Had a dream I started visiting this bar/gallery place consistently and it was chill it shifted into a restaurant at times and seemed to have new rooms occasionally but they had an exhibit with a center piece called "the machine" in which it was a bunch of screens and electronics crap but it was like a smaller version of the polyhedron from pathologic. At the back bees followed some kind of instructions from the machine and they would make honeycombs as close as they can to the instructions but it wasn't perfect kinda like a 3d printer but vertical
Also it was at the top of a building, I got extremely close to the ledge while examining the honeycombs and got scared I was gonna fall
In one of the versions of this place it's like a chill out spot it kinda looked like a hobby shop with sofas and a guy goes "free furry board games" and ppl immediately lined up and somehow I got a book instead with a guy that looked like an emaciated Squidward on the cover. Ahead of me was a woman who looked like she was dressed in cosplay anyway I wanted to borrow the book she got first and she said ok and I shared a pic of the book I got to one of my friends and they said that books cool and it cost 300 pesos I got it fo free
Nearby I visited another shop? It had the vibe of an apple store but there was some machines for gacha I think I don't remember what it was selling. The girl from earlier was with us but for some reason she was extremely short like up to my knees short and apparently she has a condition where shes just short but she was a normal height when I met her :( she's 30 years old Also I accidentally stole my friends phone

11/30/2024 - cosplay contest i was a stormtrooper and then i forgot to modify my bike like it was a speeder

12/8/2024 - I had food in a strainer and I noticed there was a tiny squid in it, still alive, I took out the vegetables and thought I put the squid in water but turns out there was a fish too, it was like a goldfish but it's color was more like red and orange dots like it was printed on a dot matrix. I put it in a basin and it started swimming around.
I put the small blue squid in and the fish immediately started getting violent and I tried to stop it but it ended up eating the squid and died because it was poisonous or something. I tried siphoning something from the dead fish with a pipette but it didn't do anything. The sink was left with multicolored dots.

1/16/2025 - Somehow found myself in an Ikea backrooms with another person and then I stole some chairs when we found the exit but the exit sent us to Cebu but apparently it was fake Cebu and the other person disappeared when we "escaped" and two kids helped me find a payphone but it was really oily and didn't work then I found myself fucking around with a Mario Instax camera in a second hand store then I found my dad but he wasn't my dad he was still fake backrooms dad and apparently we were in backrooms alien surgery hallucination reality and these one eyed surgeons with crab like mouths were about to operate on us then I forgot what happened

4/25/2025 - I was in a teto costume

5/1/2025 - i was in like some bloodborne castle mansion thing and i was with someone who is supposed to be my sister and then we were hiding from a resident evil type stalker there was a dragon it was white we flew

7/15/2025 - ) i was at a mix of uni/hs and i was trying to get an exam booklet but the elevator kept sending me to fuckass megastructure
it was a new semester already and i had a paper/report due TODAY and had nothing to show. my professor gave me shit for it
We moved into my late grandmas old house and a lot of shit happening, the wood rotting and theres like squirrels living in the place. so we got so many cats but the cats got too rowdy and gnawed one cats leg off and one cat was like "bro im sorry wtf im sorry" and had a doctor outfit on
my parents took the injured cat to the vet and fiorgot the door open, so all the other cats (plus my actual cats) escaped and i felt so bad

7/16/2025 - Deep fried cigarette